For a brighter future...

consider this as a reply for the expected answer after the humiliating defeat that we've been through last week...
but this time the county phase had more outercity teams to deal with...
it was the time when we redeemed a part of our mistakes....this time we beat the hell out of the opportunistic economicals besides pawning the bercans at a thrice score.....
but the eternal enemy is never sleeping....nonetheless that we called up our tactics and improved our game...but it wasn't our lucky day....not even now....God gives you the chance but does not do the work for u....yes true...it was a nailbitting extremely strained match with a constant difference of one goal...but it lasted only the first half...finally being beaten at six.....
if the last time we played against them i was a bit diffident and felt under pressure when i had to defend the post...this time i felt the most relaxed and confident person ever....i wish the feeling of self-reliability and faith would have lasted longer but i think i managed to do well just ten minutes.......
even though we were again defeated...this doesn't mean that it is the brink of agony...if we stay to notice the full part of the glass....they beat us only because they have during a week daily practice besides going to the gym....they are not a high school...they are a private club of handball players from different high schools....and apart from all these they should kick our ass more easily and at a greater score...every time we were so close to beat them....but they know how to resist match after match because of their physical condition....
thumbs up!a proverb says that people who suffer failures are the ones who were very close to a success and gave up!
i do not feel guilty...or any pity for today...we won 2 out of 3...and we know the enemy better....
the next time when we will meet...at the o.n.s.s (after two weeks) they won't be so lucky...keep in mind that they are not even allowed to play...but....they play........
sorry that i have to end the entry again with the same ending as the previous one but...one more time :tap your foot against the deck three times and roar:"HASDEU"

Fakers...?

higschool nowadays is not what once was anymore.in the past it was a place where students came and learned till their head was exploding,every teacher had his very own prestige,they were staying as myhrr in their desks shivering as the wicked and cruel dictator from the chair was slowly browsing the catalogue...and with each page turned cold shivers were sent down their spine...and in the next moment an ill-fated one was asked to stand up and to tell the lesson.
the poor fellow was too anxious and nervous as the baron was running the saw on him creating an image of a student put in an awkward situation not having how to hit back the sadistic tyrant who inevitably marked him with a four.................
the main idea is that high school life has changed a lot and learning and having good marks is currently seen as a job for nerds and losers...from the point of view of the "cool","popular" students that have a very active social life.
yes i have to agree that it is worthless to spend your whole time as a couch potato or as a bookworm.or to have your fingers hackneyed after breaking the world's record at fast clicking the mouse on the internet.yes,social life it is one of the most important things in a teenager's life among relationships....let's turn back to the title that was not accidentally chosen.......
we like our social life interacting with persons that we call friends or we admire or they share the same interest or hobbies or opinions....yes let's just say that I have nothing against this but as you know in many cases a person who is not so popular and is considered by the others(who are not the smartest or are right persons) losers and they believe that they are losers...and start acting desperate....first of all trying to please the one persons they are calumniated by and to befriend them....
there are a lot of films where the known"losers" try to integrate in one of the gangs of the high school just because that gang is said to be cool,and everyone would treat them different now....what a delusion...the official members have an interest in accepting him amidst them and will put him do their stuff just to prove that they are worth to join the band..............
here we are fakers...and hence this caption....desiring to become one of them...we put aside our true characteristics and start to learn and to adopt other habits that are not to our liking but will give us a cool scent above "the other losers"....
if you are smart enough you should know that neither changing just because you are considered a loser ...nor even changing your habits among the streams in the high school is a wise thing....you will become a person wearing a mask that will grow heavy and you will forget who is beneath...and when you'll wake up....you will get out rumpled....
so don't mind when they call you a loser on fragile proof...because the meaning of this term is not a definite one.....mind your own (social)life ,keep up with your passions ,hit your aim....popularity has a short life....the higher you are the more painful is when you fall...and if you like living in a present and don't giving a fuck about your future that it is in your hands,be popular now and live it at maximum intensity....and become a loser later:)

Accepting Defeat.....

yesterday...all trouble seemed so far away.we were breathing only the smell of the clister and hearing only the echoes of the swaying goal when the ball was hitting its aim.everyone of us was foreseeing this ultimate derby of ours with the eternal rival LPS.though they in the past administrated us with losses hard to swallow,we all believed that today was the day that we would all remember as the day when our magnificient highschool B.P.Hasdeu has beaten the hell out of the mighty enemies of all the time.
despite all our enthusiasm shown in the beginning of the match as every save was hailed with strong clapping of the hands and every goal was celebrated with roars and shout that probably have demoralized the "reds" .you could see them in their faces.the green warriors have imposed in the beginning even took the lead of 2 goals constantly.....it was unbelievable that we could trail them....but why didn't this contentment feeling last longer?......they recovered their morale and took the lead up to 6 goals.....but in the end it was not a derby anymore...it was a war.....even in three outbacks they managed to withstand and even to score......and the sharp whistle of the referee was the one which ruined all our dreams.....and now we stay and wonder....why was all this about?

we were so close...close to an achievement that could have changed the whole history of this sport.God was good with us.He gave us undesired ocassions,obvious chances to take the lead,but
it was us the ones who by our reccuring mistakes screwed up this game again.....
i am sorry if u had high expectations from me and i let u down....if u better stay to think we all have a part in this common fault....and we've got to get over this and to learn how to accept when we are defeated ....or we'll never play at our real value....we all know our skill but the lack of concentration and seriousness is the main enemy that keeps our inner talents covered with the mud of superficiality ....
a wise man said once...whenever something wrong happens....don't find a fault....find a remedy....probably we are not mature enough to avoid blaming the others when things go wrong....
gary kasparov the famous chess champion was asked what he was doing when he was suffering a defeat....and do you know what his answer was?...."the same thing that i do after a victory"......
so this bitter thought of loss made us unable to concentrate and to win a match that normally we used to win with eyes wide shut.....i don't know how you consider but you cannot save an entire match in the last minute staying in the goal...after all the atmosphere of agony was settled......
blame me if u want but you may want to know that by doing this we go nowhere ....the dice was cast....and these being said we should try to get over this dump and keep ourselves prepared for the next phase that will take place on march 31st.....god gave us another chance to defeat LPS this time ....and is our duty not to screw it up again.....
so till next time tap your foot three times against the floor and roar:"HASDEU"

Exodus of the blog

finally.after long ages of boredom and desperation.after all my list of things to do was slightly depleted because of this undeserved holiday that has come to alterate our minds,to break us off from the middle of the second semester,i decided to step over my dignity.to do something i've never thought in ages I would do....something that i previously considered as being a thing for freaks (excuse me if I had these thoughts) .i opened the first entry on my blog.....i never thought choosing a blog link would be so difficult.....you must be original...and this must come from inside....no one would put a trigger on your head and threat you to tell your mind ....but they would be interested to hear from u an opinion....
though I have never know before all the things that are behind this blog-mania....that every one of us weave to express through thousands of words an own type of reality different from the real one:)))(how deep sounded this).
thereby i founded this blog to express myself through words...because i have to admit and i have the courage to answer for....i was a bit afraid at first because i thought that others could misunderstand me and thus change their opinion....but if i stay better to think i frankly don't care....you may think whatever you want about me and my blog....but a single thing you must notice ....that i am not maintaining this to vex or insult people.....that's why i'll never write articles with the topic of.........."i hate this kind of people"..."what losers are the....".
you got it.
this is where some of the thoughts that you somewhen had may converge with mine...and by this we can realize how much we have in common....
well hope this first article was intriguing enough to get your attention....and if it seems to short....
this is just the beginning.....there are more yet to come:)